Tuesday, October 28, 2008

have i the right to be angry?

mohd nasaruddin abd rahman got married last weekend [i presume]. anuar showed me his invitation card but since the card is one of those which has the invites to the groom's reception only, i am quite clueless as to when is the solemnization. the muar reception is on November 1st thus, i suspected the nikah has got to be any day last weekend.

y do i care so much? that is a tough nut to crack babe... he got married and i got pissed off.

have i the right to be angry?

i am angry cuz i was cheated right under my nose. he made me believe that its all going to be fine in the end, but he left me heartlessly without a sensible explanation. bastard.

i am angry cuz the people who love me the most got deceived by his konon-saintly behavior and thought that i was the one initiating the breakup. i got even more pissed off when they thought i was the problem. your head.

i am angry cuz he has the guts to actually invite my friends to his reception. the people whom the was the one to notify about our relationship. after all that he has done, i could not comprehend how he could still have the heart to humiliate me some more.

i am angry cuz instead of being loved and cherished, now i am being pitied. pls understand that i do not seek comfort, i seek for my self worth and i need to do it on my own.

i am angry cuz my reputation got tarnished by someone who is not even a dime-worthy.

i am angry cuz I, of all the people, let it happen to ME.

have i the right to be angry? tell me

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