carik gado

i don't know what have happened to me that caused me to lose my sanity and most importantly my dignity. i do what? i made a scene... and when i say a scene, it happened in public... pity goldie.

he came for a meeting a day before yesterday and we met up for breakfast. the fact that my leave is approved liao doesnt help a bit. and goldie, being his usual self 'forget' to call me upon touching down. i was almost an hour late and we only have 30 mins to catch up. saket hati tak? to make things worse, the traffic was literally not moving the entire 3 minutes; i waited.

took an alternative route and made it there in time with lousy mood. muka so takleh tahan ok... i carik gado the wholeee time he was by my side... when his mood also turn c*b*i, i realized, its time to make up. but how to make up?

we've been together for more than 8 months d, but i still sucks at weighing up his moods. lousy la. i took three days to make up with him [without the sex of course, course i still intend to keep myself intact]. lousy lousy...