the day i met them...

this is the day i met them. entry of this such should only be made once. i, on the other hand, cannot wait to make sure that this is going to be the ONLY entry. so i guess be prepared to have this entry 'removed' if the situation change for the betterment. well, i actually hope that i wont be forced to do that, i mean; removing this entry la...

the first meet was sometime in november. goldie was here in KL for a meeting, with me of course. and he's staying over for the weekend. i was supposed to send him back to his bro's place in Che**s. it was a wednesday and the meeting group plans to give away a small hari raya gathering for lunch as well. so i was donning my superbly gorgeous baju kurung that fateful day.

so i took him back to my place, help ourselves with some food, and off we go. i already had the impression that goldie would ask me to 'meet the parents' but i didnt dare ask. halfway, i asked,

r: kene masuk ke?

g: iye

r: masuk?

g: ok la takyah masuk, tunjuk muka aje

and goldie made few short calls to make sure everyone is prepared to meet me. *fewwhhh. dengki pun ade jugak kan?

sampai aje, there is this one line of smile-less curious faces staring at me. hows that to explain? hard also right? goldie suddenly got nervous and pretended to be meddling with bag and stunned me just stood there not knowing what to do. should i approach them? or wait for them to come out?

goldie's SIL seems to understand my reluctance to move and approached me first. * fewh and then the rest is history. we talked for a while say, not more than 5 minutes. then i saw goldie's dad keep on poking his head through the blinds to see who was coming. i have no other options but to let my guards down and 'masuk rumah'. haih... and that took up about 10 mins or so...

the first time, goldie said i was doing fine. his mother even commented that i was decent. so okay la...

the second time, it was last week when i went back to melaka. goldie was in muar. we wanted to meet up and he asked me to go all the way to muar okay? bertuah tak bertuah bf aku tu? siap nak bawak g umah lagi. adeh deh. nasib ade baju sopan. tak sangka dapat bf domesticated gile camni.

so ape lagi...pegi la serah diri...asked goldie

r: ok x?

g: ok

r: ape yg ok nye?

g: kete baru, mahal pulak tu, mesti la ok

r: ape u ni? i laaa...ok ke tak?

g: ish, oK

actually, i was just out from some mysterious misunderstanding with goldie. could not understand what he has been up to. he was so quiettt [with capital Q] for a while that i got totally freaked out. i went crying all day for countless days okay? pastu bole plak bile i merungut kat die, die buat keras kepala not wanting to talk about anything else what more discuss on the issue. and then, when we were having some late lunch cum early dinner with him in kerteh, he was back to being his usual self before turning into this super-hard-shelled-hermit again for another few days. lepas tu, he misteriously became normal again. adeh

i actually composed countless Ass-M-Asses to him, but only a few was sent over. yang lain malas nak kecoh2 marah2. at one point of time, i was so worried about being single again. for this few miserable days, his actions managed to convince me that i am about to. now that i already put him in most of my future plans. susah la camni.

i hope i dun have to face that 'period' again. tanak la...seksa la sayang. tapi i have this feeling that there is a good chance that its going to happen again sometime in the future. musti punye. camne ni. tanakkkkk...