Monday, September 10, 2007

i have to...

update.

she has pictured a day when they will meet up again, she and that biggest heartbreak of hers. dating him is full of those ups & downs. more of the down-times she may say but the happy moments was always strong that she can simply forget her sorrows. those 2 years showed her love.

she has pictured their 'reunion' to be when she with someone who is madly in love with her. well, it has to be apparent to him that she is doing better without him. he knows that dating him was the lowest point in her life & he has to know that she am so over him.

but today, she ran into him at the air-gate. she was alone and was caught off-guard. he saw her all right (i guess) but went along playing not-seeing-each-other with her (so he thought). she just saw him a little late that he thought she was trying to avoid bumping into him, she guess.

she just doesnt know what to do. at one point of her life, she thought she was so much in love that all their differences were totally ignored. with so much failure she try to figure what makes him so special, so different & so powerful over her & her sensible mind.

she thanks god that she met yogi after her hearthbreak. she bounced back fast & strong with him. does anyone know? no? what is there for her after this? will she be able to meet someone new. she doesnt wanna end up settling down just because its the right thing to do at that time. she wants to be with the person who will complete her.

yogi does but not everyone is as happy as she is now. she'll just float through life for a while and hope that things will eventually work out well for everyone


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