Monday, April 24, 2006

can't sleep


i can't sleep and it is annoying. i want to be able to drift off whenever i feel like enjoying a good slumber. i freaking hate it when i want to call it a day but my head simply refuses to switch off. i fcuking hate it. seriously.

been tossing and turning on my bed for more than 3 hours now. its a total waste of my time. its so doggone unfair cause i need my sleep so that my brain could function normally tomorrow. i am suspecting my hyperactivity is caused by having to wake bf up at 5.30. it is becoming normal to me.

why i can't just have my sleep and be able to wake him up at 5.30? bodo arrr...penat tau...not enjoying night sleeps are normal to me. i am born nocturnal. but this has gone completely beyond my control today. i want to shut down!!!


No comments: